GOAL. whats my goal?

i was bothered over some stuffs yesterday. was station at the entrance and i started to stare into space. lots of pictures and things were flowing into my mind. i don't know why. ask me not to think about it, i just cant stop myself from thinking as i was having too much tym at the entrance. dumb. wad did i do to deserve such thing. its so unfair. f*ck.

today is such a nice day. slack thru out the whole day. what i did was watch tv and sleep. goosh. its super duper slack. had dinner near parkway parade. the dinner was okie. but the feeling of having dinner with the whole family is great. =) fortunate to have such family. even my aunt also say i am pampered child. am i? hahahaha. i don't think so. ooopss

*The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.

i guess all the trust and believes are gone now..